basically thursday is my bdae lo. nth big. hahas. but at least better than i was in secondary sch baz.. cuz there's this two particular crazy girls- that is weiting and jiahui, who kept shaking my hands and telling me happy bdae. weiting even more crazy, bdae already over le she still tell me happy bdae. hahas. siao le la. study AO chi study till crazy.
i think havng bdae on a weekend in sch is very paiseh. hahas.. dunno why, just felt paiseh lo.. sixuan drew me a card, very nice, looked really like a real card.. then she asked ppl to sign. then my clique gave me my prez. fumin said there's this very "jing bao" prez in the bag.. and i thought they were out to trick me. so i was very very careful when taking out the very "jing bao" prez.. and i was very shocked when i saw it. shocked until i laughed n laughed till i can die at the spot man. damn funny. AND THANKS FUMIN ANYWAY FOR UR WONDERFUL PIC!!! hahaz.. it's a candle. and on d cover, was fumin's face, making a "kissing" expression.. yeeks! hahaz.
had op training in d late afternoon.. very very very nervous. mr loh said i was very unnatural, shud smile more. and a lil stiff.. haiz.. if u wan me to smile all the way throughout d presentation, then i think i will be much more fake ar! hahas.
after that had tennis training.. fun and fun. cuz PT was very easy. coach decided to go easy on us. man coach very bias. threw the two balls so far apart so that i had to run faster. i shouted out "wah!" and he told me he knew i culd run. hahaha. then continued by saying he's a runner himself too.
anyway.. i was very surprised that the first person to wish me happy bdae was actually kian. hahax. nt that kian in aj la. it's my neighbour instead. hahs.. thanks anyway. second was jiahui. best tuition mate. hahas.
fri.. very happy day.. had op presentation again.. hahas.. this time better. but i thought this time was actually worse than thurs.. but nevertheless, i tried to smile sometimes and act confident.. in e end mr low actually gave me an exceeding expection.. saying i was somewhat confident and looked pleasent when i smiled. hahas.. flattered. was actually so scared inside.
dunno how i am gg to die for Q&A that actual day. haix.
after sch.. met up with mum and bro to dine out.. mum treating us since it's my bdae.. actually decided to meet up at somerset mrt de.. cuz wanna go eat at "ba li shui jing hai sian"- paris crystal buffet.. then bro suggested gg to kublai khan mongolian restaurant eat buffet instead. nt bad. just that it's so expensive. i feel a lil xin tong for my mum. shud have just ate sth simple. daddy gave me hundred bucks as my prez. and i gladly took it. hahas.
bro wan to buy a laptop. wan me to contribute 40 bucks every month for installment. still considering his idea. hahas.
heard there's gg to be a 4Grace chalet somewhere in d middle of nov.. and then another chalet by our class on dec 15, 16, 17.. looking forward to both of d chalets!~
gt pestered by dj and weejia to go kbox with dem.. i really wan eh. but i just culd nt muster up d courage to sing in frnt of u guys.. wonder why fumin can.. thought she's more timid than me de.. perhaps its because it's my first time.. ya.. so tt's why i felt nth but just paiseh. maybe if it's just me weejia fumin and duojie gg kbox.. then i will agree to go lo. hahas. weejia, heard that?!~
Went out on an excursion today.. first stop at the museum.. just a short walk. then next stop was the labrador's park.. where we went there to see the greenary and oil refinary or reclaimed land thing.. then after that move on to padang.. took two class pics.. in the rain. woo, romantic huh. hahas. Then to this taoist temple and indian temple.. ok la.. quite a fruitful and fun day i must say. but one thing i must say is.. next time i dont want to sit with fumin le.. throughout the whole trip kept telling me how hungry she was. omg. cant stand it! and kept banging into matthew also. hahas.. i know u are embarrassed. dont deny that~
came back to sch.. ate lunch.. then slept at the reading room till time's up.. then headed for the racism talk by mr loh.. after that had a S cube talk in d audi.. quite fun. realise army is soooo fun. hahass.. if girls can go army then wouldnt it be so fun?!
tmr my bdae eh.. but still have OP presentation till 5!! im so scared. so scared i fumbled over my words.. and im worried i would nt be able to answer mr loh's Q&A qns. omg. i need some sedative pills. after OP im still having tennis training! AR. so shack..
initially gg to have dinner with bro n mum tmr de.. but in e end postphoned to fri.. fri alsont bad la. can eat till late late. and what's best is, mum is treating! hahahaha!~
suddenly feel like k-boxing now. but still, i cant get rid of the "paiseh-ness" in me. hahas.
Fri we met at marina bay station.. very happy when we saw liting and weiling.. long time neva see them le.. went to eat steamboat at zhen fa huo hai xian.. wah the fumin really very crazy.. put so much oil.. then kept on sizzling.. at me somemore.. very painful eh. then cy suggested a very funny yet effective solution.. she use a "dao pok" so that it can suck the oil in. hahaz.. clever mans. saw my pri sch fren there also.
After that in d bus the whole group was crazy.. taking pics in the bus.. and i could see many of the passengers were looking at us. hahaz.. then liting suggested we went town to take neoprints.. and we all jumped at the idea. Then at town.. there was this poster of jacky chan.. making a very funny pose.. then me and fumin each stand by the side and make the same pose.. and asked kexin to snap our photo.. haha. Siao le la our whole clique. Took very funny neoprints with funny pose. docorate until like ghosts. haha.
Play till quite late.. because i had a bad stomachache.. so i said sth very funny to them and then bade them farewell. hhaz.. i heard what i said made cy lauged like mad rite. too bad la.
anyway on fri.. heard that there were 20 plus ppl retained for our batch.. one gt expelled if im nt wrong.. but too bad le.. kian gt expelled. cant see shuai ge anymore le.. hahas.
im gg to watch show now.. nt free!
so cya!
Oh man recently set my eyes on the crumbler bag. im going to buy it (if i can bring myself to buy it!) hahaz.
Main characters are: Fumin, Wee Ji, Matthew, Yuling.
Here is the story..
Fumin and Weejia are childhood friends and they have known each other since young. Weejia have always liked fumin, but fumin treat weejia as only a best friend..One day in class, there came this new boy called matthew.. after days of being together, they fell in love with each other..
On the eve of christmas eve, when matthew was supposed to meet up with fumin, matthew was involved in a car accident.. fumin was very sad that matthew did not turn up.
The next day in sch, fumin got to know that matthew had died in the car accident.. and she was very sad. Weejia came to console her.. However, fumin was still deep in love with matthew.
Yrs passed, and fumin and weejia became a couple.. then came the time where they are about to get married.. However, on the day of their engagement ceremony, fumin saw someone on the street that looked really like matthew.. and she was shocked.. so she began to follow the guy.. But just as she was following him, she lost sight of him.. so she returned back to the hotel where she was supposed to be engaged to weejia..
Weejia was very relieved when he saw fumin appearing at the hotel.. he had been very worried about her.. but, just as weejia was about to ask fumin, she fainted.
Unknowingly, fumin began working for "matthew".. she cried at the first sight of him.. because she had missed matthew so much. But matthew, oblivious to what is happening, did not care so much..
Fumin knows in her heart that "matthew" is not the real matthew.. because his character is completely different as matthew.. except for his looks..
"Matthew" is the boyfriend of yuling.. and yuling, knowing that fumin still loves matthew, kept thinking of ways to make fumin jealous..
"matthew" knows it.. and he broke up with yuling.. then got to have a better impression of fumin..
"matthew" began to fall in love with fumin.. and fumin, knowing that she does not love weejia at all, decided to break up with weejia.
weejia was very sad and he forced fumin to be with him..
Being very sad.. Fumin decided to be with weejia.. and she told "matthew" this, "You have already possessd sth which is very precious to me- my heart."
ok i havent watch finish this show.. will continue after i have finished watching! hahaz..
to be continued ar..
any.way.. i noe that "matthew" is the real matthew afterall.. cuz he lost his memory after the accident.. he did not die at all..
this is the show of winter sonata.. also known as dong ji lian ge.. ya.
Farewell assembly for our principal Mr Tan.. sad to see him take his leave.. though the time together is short, but somehow just miss ba.. was quite shocked of the performance by the choir.. sang until real good. professional mans.. what to do? Gold with Honours leh.
After that had some lessons.. and i was suprised i managed to listen to the lessons without falling asleep.. hahaz..
Then after sch, me fumin sixuan weejia duojie and joe went to yck court play badminton.. shack. the guys played so rough.. smack here smack there.. and there were many incidences where evil joe tricked us.. luckily i got immuned to his trick soon after that. i must say our skills not bad le la.. quite good. my whole body is turning jelly now, all thanks to joe manz. i had to play with him singles and this crazy man says it's very fun to make me run around the court hitting the ball.. i must say he's good. best player i've ever seen b4. must learn some tricks from him next time(if there's a chance we are still playing badminton.) hahas..
tmr having tennis training from 5-7.. wah die le.. no energy to run anymore.. maybe i will just forego PT le.. try to cheat. hhaz.. But whatever it is, i think i will just do my best la. Hope i can get home well and alive! HaHaZ!!
Yea this fri after sch, the AJcians clique and some of the peeps from Acjc, cjc and rebecca(forgot is nyp or sp, hahaz) are meeting up for a birthday bash! hahz.. that is dinner at marina bay! steamboat! Think will be reaching home quite late.. cause Ajcians clique dismiss quite late. at about 5 on fri.
Sianz.. PW! i hate PW!
i think im having the same sentiments as fumin le la.. actually i have thought of it last time le.. that im taking up business course in Uni.. hahaz.. my reason for taking up business course is stupid la.. hahaz.. dont want to say.. leta ppl say im crazy. But i havent really thought of what course i will enrol in in Uni.. maybe i should start planning right now..
im quite sure im gg to give up Chi A.. since it's going to take up most of my time.. if i were to hang on to it.. i dont know how i am gg to survive this A level ordeal. While studying for promos.. ChiA is the subject that made me so stressed up that i even cried. Cuz i just cant memorise anything right in my head. And anyway, im sure that my GP cannot make it. So.. ya. i shall drop CLA le. Though i will really miss salt(im serious here..). haiz.
k la.. im gg for a rest now. too tired le.
byeeeee!!~
Took back all our exam papers today.. in particular physics, maths and GP.. maths was rather ok baz.. din feel anything. just a lil sad that...........(ya some ppl might know..) then GP. ya it's exactly this paper that made me flare up at one of my clique members. It's just that this person dont know how to care about the feelings of others. Though i passed, but it was good at all. shucks. But anyway.. wasnt angry with her anymore.
i dont know why, but personally feel that ajc's exam score system might be corrupted. Dont really wish to elaborate. i think fumin might know what i am trying to say.
Now the thought of jiahui came crying to me after phy exam seemed ridiculous to me manz. she actually scored so well lo. cry cry cry. in the end leh? all these are unpredictable de laz.. u just have to leave it all to fate and god.
passed all subjects. including gp(for this promo only). but i wasnt happy at all. dont know why. just not happy. i used to think that i would have difficulty passing even one A level sub.. but now i managed to pass all.. however, i wasnt happy. wasnt. just neutral. sometimes even sad. why? deep down in my heart, i know the reason why. but i just keep it to myself. no one will know.
unjustice.
i dont know if i will want to keep 4A level subs if i WERE to pass GP. Chances are low. But, most prob, i will drop CLA, since most of em are dropping. I should nt be studying this right from the start anw.. i dont even have to study chi at all.
sianz. now waiting for 2.30 to come so that we can take back chi lit paper. wasting my time now.
feel like shouting out loud now.
screaming out all my pent up anger in me.
Initially it was raining, but after some time the rain began to stop and so me weejia fumin weiting and hsienmeng made our way to yck tennis court to play tennis and also to brush up our skills.. and since i just bought my own tennis racket.. so might as well use it. Then weejia, being the "nice gentleman" lent our dear fumin his pe shirt.. 'cause is last minute decided to join us de.. and he had to play in his long pants and uniform.. poor thing. hahas.. his whole shirt was sooo wet after playing.. and while fumin was playing with weejia they all, i had to pick up the balls for them, was sooo tired.
played only about 1 plus hr before it began to rain again.. then me weejia and fumin decided to go to sengkang compass pt eat dinner. i seriously think fumin is interested in wee jia ar.. only when wee jia asked her to go sengkang then will she agree.. last time i kept on bugging her to go bishan she dont even want to go lor.. wee jia, be careful!
matthew!
matthew!
matthew! (fumin dun hurl vulgurities at me! hahas..)
slept my way on the bus. very tired.
man i've gt to do more C.I.P le.. if not next time dont even think of gg Uni.
tmr's AJ Open House.. initially gg to help our for tennis de.. then weiting told me it's nt included into CIP.. so intend not to go now. haix.
Think mr loh is angry with our pw group today.. first time i saw him gave attitude.. scare me. affected me also.
yea tmr weekend le.. happy. can slack.!!!
oh ya.. during PW lecture today.. there was this qn like this, "Why do you think ppl are not consuming bubble tea today?"
then while i was busy thinking of the answer, fumin told me this, "Because they have already consumed it yesterday."
sian diaoz immediatedly.. lame answer. but an intelligent one. hahas.. i woulnt have thought of that!~
the first half of the day was quite normal.. our pw group managed to work so efficiently today.. it's the first time that we are so hardworking. but joe was using all the time to play his computer game instead of helping us..
then came the time we had to take back our chi language papers.. i thought i could do well for that paper.. but who knows i din do well. it was bad. i feel like dying at the pt of time.. cuz i had neva scored such bad results for chi before.. and mind you, this is chinese.. which has always been the best subject for me since young. That shocked me the most.
the after the chi "period", a big group of us went to find chen lao shi.. to give us our overall grade. luckily i managed to get a result which im satisfied with.. ok it was quite good.. but when i heard that "someone" got better than me, i really want to just shout out some "words". That person dont deserve it at all. really dont deserve AT ALL! that person just put in effort only last minute.. it's all last minute work, but yet unjustice is done.. and whats more.. this person hogs around and kept saying stupid things like "aiya.. why chem want to moderate".. pls lor, moderate moderate la.. whats the problem with you? there are ppl who dont do well and they dont mind at all, yet you are saying all these "feng liang hua". then before knowing his/her chi overall results.. this person was like saying, "wah lao if my chi dont get B blah bla bla..." then i was like saying, "now pass can liao la..salt already say u very good le ma..", then this person replied me in this way, "good as in what? C ar? D ar?" wah at that time i really want to burst le, i feel like hurling all those things around me unto this person's face. and i really feel like scolding "words" to her. but because i still treat her as a friend, i tolerate. tolerate.
justice will come one day. you wont always get so lucky.
ppl who put in effort will pay off.
just feel like beating ppl up now.
really very not happy.
really very bu fi qi.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there are two birthday girls in our class today! that's jiahan and jiahui.. same day same month.. just not same year only.. jiahui seemed shocked when i present her the present representing my clique. happy birthday ppl! Sweet seventeen.. 17 more days before i turned seventeen!~ Yea!
was having nightmares yesterday.. dreamt of me taking back chem paper.. and i din really saw how much i scored.. but know i din do well.. then dreamt of salt again.. dont know why dreamt of her.. very scary..
somehow.. i had this feeling that i will not do well for chem yesterday.. and today.. a very bad feeling.. that cant be explained.. and my heart just cant stop beating at the thought of it.. was feeling troubled throughout the day today.. just because of chem.. so u can imagine how mcuh trauma studies and exams have brought unto me..
finally 11.30 came.. and we got back our papers.. chem. i was really really very scared i would fail.. then when i saw my results.. i heaved a sigh of relief.. cuz i passed! nt just borderline pass! though i passed.. but i dont really seem very happy abt it.. cuz there are others who did better.. hsienmeng was the only one who scored A.. but whatever it is.. i should be thankful to god that he blessed me through.. i prayed to him 3 times in just two days.. and he saw me through. :)
then we asked mdm ng abt our maths results.. luckily she told me i passed.. hahaz.. now that i've got at least 2As pass.. i will nt have to worry so much anymore.. and i can happily be promoted.. that's one of my biggest wish..
was having character development programme today.. got to know i am the perfectionist type.. i thought this was not true of me.. but when i asked fumin.. she agreed with the result that i am a perfectionist.. hahas.. how come i dont know it myself? perhaps that explains why "pang guan zhe qing" baz.. she also agreed im an economical person.. hahas.. ok la.. sometimes only k.. not always.
tmr taking back chi paper.. heard our class din do really well? im nt too sure.. but i hope this is not true..
whatever it is.. i've done my best. and i should be contented with what i have..
my blog's song is very nice right? it's the song in the korean drama serial "tian guo de jie ti".. there's still another song which is very nice.. am listening to it now.. very touching.. and soothing..
shall end my blog here.. and continue listening to the song!
i love quan xiang yu!!~
Perhaps it is the way somebody carries him/herself that determines the type of frequency between the two person. Perhaps it is the different character of the two person that results in the wrong type of frequency.
One could be a seemingly quiet and studious girl, while the other could be a direct and outgoing girl. So no matter how the outgoing girl tries communicate nicely to the quiet girl, they just cant click well. Not hatred, not chemistry, but frequency that pulls them apart.
It all seems to tell us that frequency determines the difference between two people. That only those with the right frequency clicks well. That there is a bridge between those with the right frequencies and those with the wrong frequencies. Both belong to two different worlds.
Frequency pulls two person together, but at the same time pulls them apart. Ironic, isn't it?
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ok. so lets come back to reality now. yea have a new blog now.. a nicer one.. (i hope?!) weejia's clique went kbox.. din went with dem cuz i dont sing at kbox de.. hahas. and fumin kept brooding abt gg to kbox with them in d train after rejecting their invitation..
saw matthew on d way to yck mrt.. fumin gt a shock. but i know deep down inside her heart she must be jumping like mad! right! suo wei, "OUR PATHS ARE IN PARALLEL, WILL IT INTERSECT ONE DAY??!" hahas! dun spit vulgarities at me ar fumin.. hahs..
and fumin, we have bought a shirt for u le.. dun kept saying u've gt no shirt to wear OK!
today's basically a very slack day.. most slackest day in my whole life.. morning 8am till 12.15 we just slack around in the IT room with no teachers.. cuz teachers have got to mark our scripts.. left everybody alone in their respectives venues to do self directed pw programme.. where we were supposed to work on our pw thing.. and i think basically it's only our group and ghim gin's group that seems to be working on pw.. the others are just lazing around..
then after the 9.15 break, me weiting peirong jiahui jiahan and joe were playing "zhong ji mi ma", and the punishment is truth or dare.. but to add fun to this game.. we eliminate truth.. so only left dare.. scary.
i was d first to tio the punishment. then came the second time where i had to hold weiqiang's face and told him right into the face that he is cute.. omg. made me so paiseh at tt point of time really.. but i think my punishment is nth as compared to peirong's and weiting's one actually.. ahas.. peirong really very bold.. she hug duojie and told him she loved him, and touch hsienmeng's face also.. hahas. weiting's part also very funny.. as weiting and hsien meng are a couple.. so she had to hug hsienmeng and tell him i love u.. that part was really interesting. esp when her face was soooo red. joe's one also very funny.. very erxin also.. imagine he had to hold weejia's hand, blow gently into his ear and tell him i love u.. wah that was really funny. fancy two guys doing all these.. hahas.
that should be about all for today's happenings le ba.. and btw.. salt is returning us our chi papers this thurs.. im so scared. why does she have to mark so fast?? i havent really gt a chance to rest yet!~
im broke. drained. no more money left. there are just too many october babies in our class.. far too many! there's gg to be a class gathering on d 22nd of oct sat to the zoo.. and it costs abt more than 12-14 bucks.. then on the 23rd still gt a birthday bash for min me n cy by liting's clique.. cham le.. gotta save up.
i actually prefer gg to escape than zoo eh.. though gg to zoo is fun.. but zoo can only see animals.. then escape can play and scream non-stop.. but up to them la. im fine with anything dex. :)
Happy- the best medicine of all illnesses.