Y Wednesday, October 12, 2005Y
11:00 PM
im obviously not in a very good mood today.. esp after chi period.. to the extent i feel like punching and kicking ppl up now. this has never happened to me before.. the feeling is so strong inside. and i thought i could explode in any moment. the first half of the day was quite normal.. our pw group managed to work so efficiently today.. it's the first time that we are so hardworking. but joe was using all the time to play his computer game instead of helping us..
then came the time we had to take back our chi language papers.. i thought i could do well for that paper.. but who knows i din do well. it was bad. i feel like dying at the pt of time.. cuz i had neva scored such bad results for chi before.. and mind you, this is chinese.. which has always been the best subject for me since young. That shocked me the most.
the after the chi "period", a big group of us went to find chen lao shi.. to give us our overall grade. luckily i managed to get a result which im satisfied with.. ok it was quite good.. but when i heard that "someone" got better than me, i really want to just shout out some "words". That person dont deserve it at all. really dont deserve AT ALL! that person just put in effort only last minute.. it's all last minute work, but yet unjustice is done.. and whats more.. this person hogs around and kept saying stupid things like "aiya.. why chem want to moderate".. pls lor, moderate moderate la.. whats the problem with you? there are ppl who dont do well and they dont mind at all, yet you are saying all these "feng liang hua". then before knowing his/her chi overall results.. this person was like saying, "wah lao if my chi dont get B blah bla bla..." then i was like saying, "now pass can liao la..salt already say u very good le ma..", then this person replied me in this way, "good as in what? C ar? D ar?" wah at that time i really want to burst le, i feel like hurling all those things around me unto this person's face. and i really feel like scolding "words" to her. but because i still treat her as a friend, i tolerate. tolerate.
justice will come one day. you wont always get so lucky.
ppl who put in effort will pay off.
just feel like beating ppl up now.
really very not happy.
really very bu fi qi.
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