Y Tuesday, October 11, 2005Y
3:10 PM
Shant be formal today.. cuz im in a good mood today! not really very good, but at least feeling a little better..there are two birthday girls in our class today! that's jiahan and jiahui.. same day same month.. just not same year only.. jiahui seemed shocked when i present her the present representing my clique. happy birthday ppl! Sweet seventeen.. 17 more days before i turned seventeen!~ Yea!
was having nightmares yesterday.. dreamt of me taking back chem paper.. and i din really saw how much i scored.. but know i din do well.. then dreamt of salt again.. dont know why dreamt of her.. very scary..
somehow.. i had this feeling that i will not do well for chem yesterday.. and today.. a very bad feeling.. that cant be explained.. and my heart just cant stop beating at the thought of it.. was feeling troubled throughout the day today.. just because of chem.. so u can imagine how mcuh trauma studies and exams have brought unto me..
finally 11.30 came.. and we got back our papers.. chem. i was really really very scared i would fail.. then when i saw my results.. i heaved a sigh of relief.. cuz i passed! nt just borderline pass! though i passed.. but i dont really seem very happy abt it.. cuz there are others who did better.. hsienmeng was the only one who scored A.. but whatever it is.. i should be thankful to god that he blessed me through.. i prayed to him 3 times in just two days.. and he saw me through. :)
then we asked mdm ng abt our maths results.. luckily she told me i passed.. hahaz.. now that i've got at least 2As pass.. i will nt have to worry so much anymore.. and i can happily be promoted.. that's one of my biggest wish..
was having character development programme today.. got to know i am the perfectionist type.. i thought this was not true of me.. but when i asked fumin.. she agreed with the result that i am a perfectionist.. hahas.. how come i dont know it myself? perhaps that explains why "pang guan zhe qing" baz.. she also agreed im an economical person.. hahas.. ok la.. sometimes only k.. not always.
tmr taking back chi paper.. heard our class din do really well? im nt too sure.. but i hope this is not true..
whatever it is.. i've done my best. and i should be contented with what i have..
my blog's song is very nice right? it's the song in the korean drama serial "tian guo de jie ti".. there's still another song which is very nice.. am listening to it now.. very touching.. and soothing..
shall end my blog here.. and continue listening to the song!
i love quan xiang yu!!~