Y Friday, November 25, 2005Y
4:48 PM
I spent almost an hour trying to blog out everything yesterday and it was all ruined in just a minute by the stupid internet connection fault.. i couldnt save what i blogged and everything's just gone, made me so pissed off yesterday night.Tuesday.. Dad's new car arrived. However it was an unfortunate day.. why? Cause on that unfortunate day when my dad's new car arrived, he was obviously happy. And when he reached home, he told my mum happily that the new car was very nice to drive.. but, on that unfortunate day, my mum wasnt in the best of moods cause' she have just had a quarrel with my brother that morning.. so she replied back in a seemingly crude manner and tone that she wasnt interested. At that point of time, i really felt like shouting out at her cause i cant accept her kind of behaviour.. i mean, yes she can and have the right to be angry.. but not to extent of venting her anger on my dad.. that's basic manners.. right.. sometimes i just dont like her temper.
Wednesday.. sat on the new car for the very first time.. felt very happy.. and my brother drove me around.. cool!
Thursday.. that was yesterday.. went playing tennis with my bro.. hahaz.. imagine playing tennis at 12 noon when the sun was shining the brightest.. luckily i had my sun block on.. if not im going to join the people in africa or india soon.
And fumin.. i saw mei nan zi playing tennis at yck court eh! hahaz.. i told my bro he is ajc's mei nan zi.. and he said he looked more like a sissy to him!! He's so beautiful, dont you agree?
Friday.. that is today.. nth much. just another normal day.. read up on the storybook i had borrowed a few days ago.. and i thought this book was nice.. the way it kept me in suspense attracted me. hahaz..
Yesterday PSLE results were released.. that malay top scholar could speak in fluent english.. his english was great.. i thought it was even better than me when i was in p6..
Somehow i felt that i had just received my PSLE results only last yr.. the memories of me taking my PSLE result slips was still etched in my mind so cleary.. i remembered i was so nervous that day i couldnt even talk to my friends around me.. my mum wasnt there to see me take my results.. wheares the back of the hall was fully crowded with other anxious parents.. then when i suddenly turned my head over, i saw my mum.. she told me she had taken half a day off cause she's worried about me. And with that, i recieved my result slip.. though i may not do as well as my other classmates, but for a child like me at that time, i felt no more than happy.. i was very very happy.. i did not expect myself to do well(at least to me, i thougt i did well enough).. i had expected something worse after i did my psle exam..
I could still remember that time just after my maths psle exam paper.. i cried.. such that the principal had to bring me to his office while my mum rushed over.. and the principal told me mum that i thought the maths paper was very difficult and that i would not do well.. and he even told my mum that as an em1 student, i must be facing a lot of stress such that it made me cry.. but, i really thought the paper was soo difficult!!
After the exam, i couldnt stop brooding over it..i totally had no confidence in my sci and maths at all.. sci was my worse subject in pri sch.. hahaz.. and i thought i could be posted to some other lousy sch which i dont like since the cut off point for my last choice of school was quite high.. but nonetheless, i did well in the end..
However when i was posted to PHS, i wasnt happy. Instead i got really sad and angry at the same time.. simply because i thought this school was really lousy. hahaz.. and it proved me wrong.. it's good. A place that fond memories existed..
HAhaz.. end of my history. hahahaaz..
Anyway, thanks fumin for helping with my blogskin.. it's a pity u do not know how to put in the music!~
This year's white christmas.. i think im spending it all alone.. again. i guess in all my seventeen years.. i have never been out on a celebration during christmas day.. perhaps only on the eve.. but not during christmas day itself.. sad huh. hahaz.. What is supposed to be a happy and cheerful festival seems like a lonely occasion to me.
Miss my parents reaching home early.. mummy kept working out late these days.. due to the festives.. miss her cooking somehow.. im sick and tired of "da-baoing" outside food le.. and finally she's coming home to cook today!, dont need to da bao le!