Y Thursday, December 08, 2005Y
7:21 AM
Im in a very bad mood now.. somewhere in between sad and angry.Now im going to vent it all out.
I really really feel regretful i do not cherish my sec sch friends. I really felt that no one understands me at all. I can only keep my troubles to myself.. the yuling in the day is not the yuling by night.. im completely different. I may seem a strong and cheerful girl in the day.. but by night, ive becomed a reserved and quiet girl who kept all her troubles to herself.. and would rather locked herself up in her room thinking of many stuffs..
I just dropped my tears. obviously very sad. I feel like standing by the sea and shout it all out. But, i doubt this day will come.
When will there be ever someone who has the same character as me, who shares the same thougths with me, who will always be there with me? When can i ever find such a friend like this?!