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Y Sunday, December 25, 2005Y
6:53 AM
Merry merry X'mas!! An occasion meant to be happy, but i always cant seem to feel it. haaa.. did not went for the countdown yesterday.. instead went to my mum's fren's house for a christmas party.. wow the house was soooo big, three stories and i loved it! The bedroom is soo big, the furnishings are so nice and cosy, and what's more, the house is big. hahaz.. and i told myself i must earn enough money next time so that i can buy such big house. im going to let my parents lead a good life~


So it's christmas day today! Thank lord. Went bugis for some shopping today with mum.. but just couldnt find my own suitable clothes.. cause 80% of the time was spent on finding my mum's instead of mine. ahh..


Now im going to comment on our new timetable next yr.. it was hell. work schedule very hectic!! all four periods.. how am i going to survive for the whole of next yr? It's like 2 periods we are already like wanting to fall asleep in the lecture hall le, how are we going to stand 4 periods! gosh.. hectic hectic hectic.. considering that we have to see salt more often now.. haaaiz. And i was telling min if we had dropped clA, then we would have so much free time.. but now its like.. dont even know how to describe. Just know that im not going to be on this earth for long. haaa.


hmm.. this year has been a rather bored one.. I only remembered myself mugging throughout the year. Lifeless isnt it. haaa.. i chose this path myself, so what to do? Ren ming ba..


School reopening soon. And time flies so fast.. before i knew it, we are going to be seniors. And then 8 months later, we have prelims, another 2 months later, there's Alevels. And then, we are gonna be college graduates. haha!


I hope lord bless me throughout the whole of next year, that shall be my biggest wish.. and im casting all things aside, what's most important to me now is my studies. :)

A rather touching one..



慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情 必须忘记

爱的盆地

深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤

我也不想被你肯定

在这个时候说我

让你感动过

别握住我的手

说我一定会懂

作不成的爱人

变成最好朋友

别牵著我的手

想著别人脸孔

换个方式牵手

并不会更好过

可不可以不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛

没有人发现我和从前不同

你的眼中

看得见另一个人给的感动

我也不要你心疼我

在这个时候对我

比从前温柔

应该放晴的天气

还下雨别这样下去

我难过但是说不出口

一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记

我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三

慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头

怎么走都走不到尽头

可不可以别回头

可不可以就放手

可不可以不作你的朋友




I think the words below suits min. haaa.


只要睁开眼睛

就有好风景

再不用苦苦等你

偶尔的好心情

这种简单的快乐

比玫瑰美丽

我相信伤心会慢慢痊愈