Y Saturday, March 04, 2006Y
9:21 AM
im so unhappy right now. Due to some unhappy incident just now, my mood just slide down to the lowest.. and it leads me to thinking why are some ppl's attitude towards different people so
different? Why is it that ppl are so unfair towards me? Why is it that im always the bad one, and
others are always the good ones? Why is it that ppl treat her better than me? It's forever my
fault. Just because they thought i looked like an ahlian doesnt mean im one! Dont condemn me.
Im not what u ppl think i am. I dont like this kind of feeling.. because im a sensitive and
emotional person. Call me petty, but i just cant accept it. I try to, but i realise i cant.. As days
goes by, and you ppl thought i dont mind, but deep down inside, it's so hurting. No one knows.
No one sense the unhappiness in me. Im a human, a girl, with feelings. Sometimes what you ppl
say of me made me think if im really that ahlian. I seriously dont think so, no matter how many
good things i have done, no matter how much effort i put in, you ppl just keep saying that im
lian.
Stop all those nonsense. After that incident, i broke down. Im nt sure if it's because of too much
stress or over the incident, but im sure that im very very unhappy. :'(