Y Wednesday, May 31, 2006Y
7:39 AM
Yesterday went to support tingwei for the band concert at Victoria Concert Hall. We sat at the circle seats at the second floor.. and behind us were the teachers and most importantly, the principal. Hahaz.. That means we couldnt shout and scream as freely as we like. But nonetheless, we still shout for tingwei like nobody's business. Ahaaa. And i must say even w/o the presence of weejia the known to be loud guy, we still managed to shout out loud. That's because selina is with us, and i think her voice is really loud. ahaaa.Then after the concert on the way to raffles mrt, saw chung ying and sandy.. Teased me like hell. Kept on insisting i had a bf. Hahaaz. hmmm
Saw li nan xing, liu zhi xuan and christopher lee there acting some scenes.. but did not really catch a glimpse of christopher, and selina insisted that christopher actually looked at her. Funny. Li nan xing looked so young and that liu zhi xuan is really pretty :)
Now, i have finally found one place in singapore that is really pretty, that is still "alive" at night.. that is raffles place. It's really pretty.. if u were to just sit there and watch the sky. =P
On the train, sitting just in front of us were the wan tan mee auntie and chicken rice auntie.. and that wan tan mee auntie actually waved at me!~! hahahaz.
I really think the mid year will be a flop. It's like it's really impossible to study finish. Esp the chinese, memorise here, forget there. Haiz. Plus the gp work.. what 4 essays 3 compre. I HATE COMPRES. huh!
Dying soon.
Pls call 995 for me.
Y Thursday, May 25, 2006Y
7:25 AM
A bad day today really. Somehow i just felt so vexed up inside.. to the point i told weijing i felt like killing someone. If singapore had not had the death penalty for murder, i would really find someone to kill.Sth unhappy happened at home. And i really do understand how being parents is such a difficult task. And i have really tried to help them out the best i can.. Here, i want to say sorry to my mum. I didnt know that incident would have such a great impact on her. Im really pissed at someone in my family. It's like the whole family is compromising him. Yet he doesnt appreciate it. He doesnt know the difficulty that my mum and dad is going through, and he just takes it for granted. Being my elder brother, he doesnt set a good role model, at least this is how i feel. At times, he can be good, but most of the time, he is more of a devil than an angel. He wants to study, my parents agreed, despite the really huge money they have to spent. From young, he will always get the best of things, and i always have to take the things he doesnt want anymore. But i never did grumbled. I grew up, buying most of the things with my own money, not asking for money from my parents, because i dont want to add on to their burden. I knew they had to pay for the expensive fees of my bro's studies, so i took the initiative to cut down on my pocket money. But does he really appreciate the efforts that the whole family has put in for him? Some times i really do wonder, if he ever felt sorry.
Very sad now.
These few days, got the feeling again. Sweet. Yet a tinge of sadness...
Suddenly, i thought of sth..
-X looking at me when im studying.
-X telling me to smile.
-X putting his arms around my neck and asking me if i want money or life.
-X talking to me on the phone.
-X waiting for me always after my tuition.
-X lending me his tie and then got punished himself.
-X always preparing tissues for me.
-X always pressing my nose whenever we walked past a garage.
-X playing at the arcade.
-playing basketball with X.
-X giving me roses.
-X holding my hands.
-X always sending me a goodnight msg.
-X always pretending to be angry when i put the devil handsign on his head.
-admiring the sea and merlion together.
-Laughing like nobody's business together.
-Talking bad about others.
I dont know why, but somehow i just have this feeling, the person unknown. Is it....? Ah, crap.
Y Friday, May 19, 2006Y
9:05 AM
It's been such an exciting week this week.. where there's this volleyball finals on wed and basketball finals today.Went for the volleyball finals on wednesday after having succeeded in persuading weijing and fumin to go.. hahaz. And i must say we did not regret it. It was fun though we had to shout and scream lots. After hours of screaming and clapping, the guys did us proud.. as they emerged as champion after a tough fight against TJC. AHAHAA. The match was so fun, so many eye candies to see. There's this particular guy got lots of potential, but too bad ppl gt girlfriend. SAD.
Then today went for the basketball finals. A very close fight.. cuz the pts are so close. Hong zhan rocks. hahaaaz. But i think the bball boys all seem to want to do one-man show? Whatever it is, the atmosphere today was really different from the volley match. I think ppl seem to be more high today. However we still lost to HCI. Nevertheless the match was exciting. But SAdly, there will not be anymore of such matches to watch le... haixxx.
I finally can see the AJ spirit building up. :)
Ahhhh. I think im getting more and more obsessed with this guy. And i think he's the type of guy which i like. hahas.
Fumin, now i can understand ur feeling, and why u are so obsessed with "patricia".
Y Saturday, May 06, 2006Y
6:18 AM
There's this mock general election in ajc.. and the whole of my clique voted for WP. Interesting, hahaz.. and fumin had actually wanted to vote PAP de, but changed her mind in the end. :)Sth interesting happened this week, that is the asking of phone number of lin jie lun by tingwei kl and wj .. Till now, i still cant believe they actually approach lin jie lin for his number. hahahaz.
Really not in the mood for study this whole week. Dont know why, but my mind just cant seem to concentrate!
Somehow i kind of miss the special feeling. Jiahui asked me abt my past relationship, and she told me it was a pity to blow this relationship, just because of my stubborness. I knew that, but that was in the past, now to think of it, i felt so stupid. It's always after we had lost sth precious that we learnt how to cherish. This special feeling- i doubt i will ever have it in the near future..
Kind of admire this particular guy in aj, let's call him the gentleman guy.. he looks gentleman on the outside. hahaz.. But after that got to know that he's actually nt a very good guy. Why are goodlooking guys not good in character? Such a pity.