Anyway the GP paper was really traumatising for me. The essay paper made me lose confidence in the beginning. Because i realised that global environmental and poverty did not come out. So i was really very worried when i got the question paper.. there isnt any question which i can do on. So in the end, i settle for a safe topic, but i talked crap, cuz i know nth about computer gaming except counterstrike and sims avenue? Lolx. And the compre paper was even worse. The questions are ok, but the stupid summary and AQ really made me want to cry after the paper. I wrote rubbish. And i couldnt believe i wrote such rubbish. And it shall be my first time in history that i did not complete an english paper. Bad Bad Bad. This was a really traumatising experience for me.. and i couldnt help but think of it when i went home.
The maths paper was not as difficult was what i had expected. But who knows, anything can happen. Chemistry paper was difficult. Physics ok ok.. but ya as what i have said, anything can happen. Just hope that the grades obtained are close to my target can le. :) Yesterday was the worse day ever, because today we had phy and chi paper.. in which we had so little time to study. Really felt so jue wang yesterday. Only managed to study finished phy at 10.30pm yesterday, then studied chi till 2.. but only managed to get to sleep at 3.. then 5.45am woke up for school. Really regret choosing chiA. So many things to study. !!!
So basically today after the exams, felt so happy. Felt so released. Linger around orchard. Not really linger la.. just walk around some shops, then took some neoprints. After which we went on our separate ways.. with me and fumin gg to causeway pt for our buffet dinner at sakae. It's the first time that me and min had buffet dinner at sakae today.. cuz most of the time we will chiong the lunch buffet. But today's experience was really happy. Laughed like nobody's business, and we had some heart-to-heart talk which i thought was really "gan chu liang duo". But the main focus is on this mixed-blood guy named Paul, who is a waiter on job-training in sakae. And he's the guy who served us.. so when i saw him, i quickly steal a look at his name tag. Well, this paul is really handsome- at least to me.. hahaz. That electrifying pair of eyes of his was really beautiful.. such that i dont even dare to look at him straight in his eyes. And fumin obviously was so shy also lo.. lolx. Then this paul guy smiled at me 3 times in total. Hahas.
Paul. This guy is really special. Will miss him. hahahahaaas.
Fa hua chi la..
There's no school tmr.. no school on mon.. half day on wednesday due to the carreer guidance thing, no school on thurs, and most prob fri too.. cuz it's being rumoured that the teachers are on course. :)
Not sure if i want to buy the topshop skirt notz eh. Haix.
Anyway the GP paper was really traumatising for me. The essay paper made me lose confidence in the beginning. Because i realised that global environmental and poverty did not come out. So i was really very worried when i got the question paper.. there isnt any question which i can do on. So in the end, i settle for a safe topic, but i talked crap, cuz i know nth about computer gaming except counterstrike and sims avenue? Lolx. And the compre paper was even worse. The questions are ok, but the stupid summary and AQ really made me want to cry after the paper. I wrote rubbish. And i couldnt believe i wrote such rubbish. And it shall be my first time in history that i did not complete an english paper. Bad Bad Bad. This was a really traumatising experience for me.. and i couldnt help but think of it when i went home.
The maths paper was not as difficult was what i had expected. But who knows, anything can happen. Chemistry paper was difficult. Physics ok ok.. but ya as what i have said, anything can happen. Just hope that the grades obtained are close to my target can le. :) Yesterday was the worse day ever, because today we had phy and chi paper.. in which we had so little time to study. Really felt so jue wang yesterday. Only managed to study finished phy at 10.30pm yesterday, then studied chi till 2.. but only managed to get to sleep at 3.. then 5.45am woke up for school. Really regret choosing chiA. So many things to study. !!!
So basically today after the exams, felt so happy. Felt so released. Linger around orchard. Not really linger la.. just walk around some shops, then took some neoprints. After which we went on our separate ways.. with me and fumin gg to causeway pt for our buffet dinner at sakae. It's the first time that me and min had buffet dinner at sakae today.. cuz most of the time we will chiong the lunch buffet. But today's experience was really happy. Laughed like nobody's business, and we had some heart-to-heart talk which i thought was really "gan chu liang duo". But the main focus is on this mixed-blood guy named Paul, who is a waiter on job-training in sakae. And he's the guy who served us.. so when i saw him, i quickly steal a look at his name tag. Well, this paul is really handsome- at least to me.. hahaz. That electrifying pair of eyes of his was really beautiful.. such that i dont even dare to look at him straight in his eyes. And fumin obviously was so shy also lo.. lolx. Then this paul guy smiled at me 3 times in total. Hahas.
Paul. This guy is really special. Will miss him. hahahahaaas.
Fa hua chi la..
There's no school tmr.. no school on mon.. half day on wednesday due to the carreer guidance thing, no school on thurs, and most prob fri too.. cuz it's being rumoured that the teachers are on course. :)
Not sure if i want to buy the topshop skirt notz eh. Haix.
Feel like you're banging your head against a wall with someone? Give up, move on.
This is what the horoscope today says about me. Quite true..
Im really very stressed up this week. YES, especially this week. Because i realised that i couldnt finish studying for the mid years in time! GOSH, this is gonna be the first time in my whole life that im rushing through all my lec notes, tut and tys practice qns. I feel like dying really. It's like im not studying everything thoroughly enough, and worst of all, i forgot everything i have studied in a few days time. Everything that goes in will come out eventually. So what's really the point of studying? I regret for not starting like a few mths before the mid yr. Regrets regrets. And now i will have to live with the consequences- that is not doing well enough. Duh.
I wished i had taken 3 Alevel subs instead of 4. :( It's my own decision right from the start. I can blame no one.
Now im left like a whole lot to study. I must finish organic chem by tomorrow, and maths latest by this sat. Then phy by mon. Chi left last week. Then im done. Hopefully hopefully. Im so jue wang now. Heeeeeellllllpppppp mmmmmeeeeeee.
There's this stupid banding system in school which groups students according to their grades in their various subjects. It's like it's so stupid, they are just giving the students more stress. No one would wish to be in the band 3 group de lo.. Must complain to school.
Alevel chi oral coming le. Oral- I Hate Most. I cant hold a good conversation with the examinors. uhhhh. Will always stutter my way through.
Im afraid of getting to sleep. Cuz my mind will be full of images of all those topics which i have not studied finish. :((((((
VERY SAD AR.