Y Tuesday, June 13, 2006Y
7:37 AM
ScorpioFeel like you're banging your head against a wall with someone? Give up, move on.
This is what the horoscope today says about me. Quite true..
Im really very stressed up this week. YES, especially this week. Because i realised that i couldnt finish studying for the mid years in time! GOSH, this is gonna be the first time in my whole life that im rushing through all my lec notes, tut and tys practice qns. I feel like dying really. It's like im not studying everything thoroughly enough, and worst of all, i forgot everything i have studied in a few days time. Everything that goes in will come out eventually. So what's really the point of studying? I regret for not starting like a few mths before the mid yr. Regrets regrets. And now i will have to live with the consequences- that is not doing well enough. Duh.
I wished i had taken 3 Alevel subs instead of 4. :( It's my own decision right from the start. I can blame no one.
Now im left like a whole lot to study. I must finish organic chem by tomorrow, and maths latest by this sat. Then phy by mon. Chi left last week. Then im done. Hopefully hopefully. Im so jue wang now. Heeeeeellllllpppppp mmmmmeeeeeee.
There's this stupid banding system in school which groups students according to their grades in their various subjects. It's like it's so stupid, they are just giving the students more stress. No one would wish to be in the band 3 group de lo.. Must complain to school.
Alevel chi oral coming le. Oral- I Hate Most. I cant hold a good conversation with the examinors. uhhhh. Will always stutter my way through.
Im afraid of getting to sleep. Cuz my mind will be full of images of all those topics which i have not studied finish. :((((((
VERY SAD AR.