Y Thursday, June 29, 2006Y
7:54 AM
So high today. Just because on one reason- MID YEAR EXAMS FINALLY OVER. I think i really spent this whole month so terribly. Fancy spending the whole of one month mugging. Can you imagine, it's just the same old routine everyday. Wake up, study, lunch, study, dinner, study. No life. And it's not as if we will finished studying at the end of the month.. and whatever we studied in the first few weeks, everything will be forgotten when the exam comes. So what's really the use of studying so hard? Duh. Anyway the GP paper was really traumatising for me. The essay paper made me lose confidence in the beginning. Because i realised that global environmental and poverty did not come out. So i was really very worried when i got the question paper.. there isnt any question which i can do on. So in the end, i settle for a safe topic, but i talked crap, cuz i know nth about computer gaming except counterstrike and sims avenue? Lolx. And the compre paper was even worse. The questions are ok, but the stupid summary and AQ really made me want to cry after the paper. I wrote rubbish. And i couldnt believe i wrote such rubbish. And it shall be my first time in history that i did not complete an english paper. Bad Bad Bad. This was a really traumatising experience for me.. and i couldnt help but think of it when i went home.
The maths paper was not as difficult was what i had expected. But who knows, anything can happen. Chemistry paper was difficult. Physics ok ok.. but ya as what i have said, anything can happen. Just hope that the grades obtained are close to my target can le. :) Yesterday was the worse day ever, because today we had phy and chi paper.. in which we had so little time to study. Really felt so jue wang yesterday. Only managed to study finished phy at 10.30pm yesterday, then studied chi till 2.. but only managed to get to sleep at 3.. then 5.45am woke up for school. Really regret choosing chiA. So many things to study. !!!
So basically today after the exams, felt so happy. Felt so released. Linger around orchard. Not really linger la.. just walk around some shops, then took some neoprints. After which we went on our separate ways.. with me and fumin gg to causeway pt for our buffet dinner at sakae. It's the first time that me and min had buffet dinner at sakae today.. cuz most of the time we will chiong the lunch buffet. But today's experience was really happy. Laughed like nobody's business, and we had some heart-to-heart talk which i thought was really "gan chu liang duo". But the main focus is on this mixed-blood guy named Paul, who is a waiter on job-training in sakae. And he's the guy who served us.. so when i saw him, i quickly steal a look at his name tag. Well, this paul is really handsome- at least to me.. hahaz. That electrifying pair of eyes of his was really beautiful.. such that i dont even dare to look at him straight in his eyes. And fumin obviously was so shy also lo.. lolx. Then this paul guy smiled at me 3 times in total. Hahas.
Paul. This guy is really special. Will miss him. hahahahaaas.
Fa hua chi la..
There's no school tmr.. no school on mon.. half day on wednesday due to the carreer guidance thing, no school on thurs, and most prob fri too.. cuz it's being rumoured that the teachers are on course. :)
Not sure if i want to buy the topshop skirt notz eh. Haix.