Y Friday, November 17, 2006Y
7:13 AM
2 whole months didn't touch my blog! Almost forgot my username and password. Lolz.FINALLY, the ordeal is over. Alevels over. NO more MUGGING. But, the feeling of "freedom" is just not there.. as in i don't feel the least happy at all. Like what jiahui and selina said, i think it's because we feel we would not do well and the thought of getting our results really scare us. Seriously speaking, i am not harbouring any great hopes to this Alevels.. i think i would not do really well. At best all Bs. And i really hope a miracle will happen.. like how it happen for my Olevels english. Haha. I have even started thinking about which path i should take if i do not do well. So i have decided to go SIM if i really can't get into uni.. if not worse come to worse, take up teaching.
Alevels is really very traumatising and tiring for me. Of all the subjects, i am most traumatised by mathematics. Felt so stupid.. because maths is supposed to be the easiest subject to score, yet i screwed everything up. My only A flew away just like tt. Chi i don't dare to think too much, if i can get a B i am very very very grateful already. As for phy and chem, shun qi zi ran ba.. but.. chances of doing well.. only 50-50. But i feel today's chem mcq not very stable, because a lot of them quite unsure. And my mcqs always 25-27 marks only. Lolz.
i aiming for rough score 58-59, which means i have to get like at least 1A, 2Bs gp C.. which is like.. quite tough.
haiiz. i really really really hope god will help me..
Right now, im so free. tmr gg msia, sun gg escape, mon start finding job, tues go kbox.. then still have to buy sth to wear for prom. MONEY MONEY MONEY! And im gg to put on braces most prob, lolz. more money.
Anyway, i must say sel and jiahui really make great friends. Dont be sad by "some" other friends who are not worth it. I know you guys are great!
K la, jiu ci ting bi. Zai zian la!