Y Sunday, October 16, 2005Y
2:19 PM
Im in school right now.. and as you can see- blogging. wasnt feeling good 1.5 hrs ago.. cuz sth unhappy happened. i actually scolded one of my clique members.. because i simply cant tolerate anymore. And i think things get awkward after that. But whatever it is, i dont think im in the wrong. It's the truth. Any reasonable person would agree to me. Took back all our exam papers today.. in particular physics, maths and GP.. maths was rather ok baz.. din feel anything. just a lil sad that...........(ya some ppl might know..) then GP. ya it's exactly this paper that made me flare up at one of my clique members. It's just that this person dont know how to care about the feelings of others. Though i passed, but it was good at all. shucks. But anyway.. wasnt angry with her anymore.
i dont know why, but personally feel that ajc's exam score system might be corrupted. Dont really wish to elaborate. i think fumin might know what i am trying to say.
Now the thought of jiahui came crying to me after phy exam seemed ridiculous to me manz. she actually scored so well lo. cry cry cry. in the end leh? all these are unpredictable de laz.. u just have to leave it all to fate and god.
passed all subjects. including gp(for this promo only). but i wasnt happy at all. dont know why. just not happy. i used to think that i would have difficulty passing even one A level sub.. but now i managed to pass all.. however, i wasnt happy. wasnt. just neutral. sometimes even sad. why? deep down in my heart, i know the reason why. but i just keep it to myself. no one will know.
unjustice.
i dont know if i will want to keep 4A level subs if i WERE to pass GP. Chances are low. But, most prob, i will drop CLA, since most of em are dropping. I should nt be studying this right from the start anw.. i dont even have to study chi at all.
sianz. now waiting for 2.30 to come so that we can take back chi lit paper. wasting my time now.
feel like shouting out loud now.
screaming out all my pent up anger in me.