Y Friday, February 03, 2006Y
6:35 AM
Had cross country today.. didnt even realise that this shall be our last cross country until fumin wrote in her blog that this shall be the last cross country in our life.. and i remembered i have never been serious about it before.. only once in sec sch..dont know why so enthusiastic.. go run.. in the end dunno like 20 plus position. hahahaz.. ya.. so basically this year just walked. walked all the way.. did not even attempt to run.. me fumin and jiahui's clique were like last.. walking.. chatting with min.. laughing at ppl.. crapping.. then.. finally when we reached the end point.. we had expected to be in the 600th plus position.. but we got 763 position!! haaaz.. so funny.. jiahui got second last.. 771.. hhaz..Waste lots of money today.. took cab in the afternoon to macritchie.. then cab again to tuition place since we are like so late.. and sth very funny happened in the afternoon.. ya abt that fumin sms this guy in our class thing.. hahaz.. but i really do feel that you are fond of him eh, fumin. i use the word fond k.. not like. two different things k..
Very "happy".. cause sixuan suddenly told us she has decided to go NTU to study the tourism and integrated resort course.. and it's her latest target.. and i was "happy" because there is going to be one person less to fight for a place in NUS! hahaz.. crazy le.. And suddenly.. i found a new target in my life.. i think i want to be a financial consultant in future.. not those financial consultant as in savings type, but those business dealings type.. i like to command ppl.. i dont like ppl to teach me how to do certain things.. so i think this job not bad.. can consider.. :)
Had this trouble in my heart that i really feel like saying it out.. feel like sharing it with someone i can really trust.. but i just cant bring myself to say it out.. and the feeling of it being kept inside is so terrible.. haiz.
Me and jiahui were saying that we would never find any bfs or husband in the future cuz no one wants us.. but i think she will have.. yet she thinks i will have.. so we both were like talking bout our future.. then decided that if by 40yrs old we are still single.. then we shall live under one roof together.. any one wants to join us?? hahaz.. crazy thought ya..
Valentine's day coming.. sad right. Shall celebrate alone this year le.. not like last year.. haiz.. this year i think no presents also.. not like last yr.. at least sandy, shumin and junhan bothers to buy v'day's pressie for me.. hahaz.. sad ar sad.
Shall end here.. since there's nth to blog anymore.. hahaz.. =P